Sunday, December 23, 2012

"The Hobbit" by J.R.R. Tolkien


“This is a story of how a Baggins had an adventure, and found himself doing and saying things altogether unexpected.” 



A year ago, before I even knew that The Hobbit was to be a movie in December, someone asked me, "Have you seen the Lord of the Rings movies?" With dismay, I shook my head because I haven't seen them. Lies! I actually saw the first movie, but I don't remember a thing. So for me, it's as if I've never seen them. "HOW HAVE YOU NOT SEEN LORD OF THE RINGS?!" is always the next thing that comes after my response. I don't know why I haven't seen the movies, but honestly, I'm glad I haven't because it allowed me to embark on an unexpected journey to Middle-Earth (reference to the book series, in case you didn't know). I decided to read the books first before watching the movies because I know that once I watch the movies, those books aren't going to be read.



It was one of the most brilliant books I've ever read actually. Yes, it was written as a children's book, but in my opinion, children's books are sometimes even the best ones. Even Harry Potter, which was written in a way that a child could understand, touched the hearts of many adults and children alike across the world. And The Hobbit is no different.

Here are the beginnings from Harry Potter and The Hobbit:


Mr. and Mrs. Dursley, of number four, Privet Drive, were proud to say that they were perfectly normal, thank you very much. They were the last people you'd expect to be involved in anything strange or mysterious, because they just didn't hold with such nonsense.
In a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit. Not a nasty, dirty, wet hole, filled with the ends of worms and an oozy smell, nor yet a dry, bare, sandy hole with nothing in it to sit down on or to eat: it was a hobbit-hole, and that means comfort.


It's written in a similar manner. But why do so many automatically assume that a serious book is only for adults, yet a whimsical book is only for children? The book was definitely an easy read, but the story was so captivating that it was like a movie playing in my head.

The Hobbit begins with an introduction of Bilbo Baggins, a hobbit who lives in the side of a hill of Bag End. Living in a cozy hobbit-hole while reading books and cooking was the normal life-style of little Bilbo, yet things take a turn when the great wizard Gandalf makes a surprise visit to his home. Thirteen dwarves take Bilbo on an unexpected journey after barging into his little home. Accompanying a band of dwarves on a quest to The Lonely Mountain was the last thing Bilbo would have ever thought of doing, yet it would change his life completely. Even Gandalf tells him that once he returns, he will never be the same.

What I learned from this book was that no one should be afraid to disrupt their normal life routine and try something new and exciting. Bilbo never knew what he was capable of doing until he broke his traditional life style and explored new horizons. In a way, I felt like a Bilbo Baggins when I graduated from a private Christian school and went to a public high school. I was accustomed to a cozy environment without having to meet many new people besides the thirty students I saw every day. On my first day of high school, I had no one. I was a lost and lonely little hobbit. Along my journey, I met many fellow hobbits and dwarves who became my journey partners, and together, we've overcome orcs, misty mountains, and dangerous forests. Our journey's not over (one semester to go, eep!), yet we know how to get through the rest of it because of how much we've grown.

By the end of his journey, Bilbo has discovered that he is a courageous little hobbit-warrior, replacing his crochet needles with a brilliant sword. All he needed was someone to come by, drag him along on a journey, and have faith in him. It's amazing how those 3 things could change someone completely. So go ahead, if life takes you an unexpected journey, you'll be there and back again in no time, but as a different person.


“Now it is a strange thing, but things that are good to have and days that are good to spend are soon told about, and not much to listen to; while things that are uncomfortable, palpitating, and even gruesome, may make a good tale, and take a deal of telling anyway.” 


Friday, December 21, 2012

Cheating... the first kind.



-Sophocles  


      On Thursday, December 20th, after a long day of finals, I visited my AP Psychology teacher, Mrs. Roberts, to give her a Christmas card that I made. Placing it on her desk, I turned around and was about to leave when she called me over. She had a grave look on her face and said, "Kristina, someone cheated off your test." I was so shocked that someone would do that since I never leave my answers out in the open. Obviously the cheater had exceptional vision if he was able to see my answers, in my opinion. I shook my head in disbelief, saying that I had no idea that this was happening. She gave me the benefit of the doubt, which made me feel terrible inside since I felt that she didn't trust me. Yet I understood that as a teacher, she should make her decision without bias. She admonished me for not being careful because in college, the professor won't care who cheated and who didn't. If your answers were the same as someone else's, voila, here's a 0%. I was about to leave when it hit me: why would someone cheat off of me if each row got a different test, and the person behind me couldn't see my answers? She was nodding at me as I asked her that because the person who cheated didn't know we had different tests, and honestly, after that moment, I felt sorry for that person. I didn't pity them for getting caught; I pitied them for their stupidity. Yes, it can be rude to say that, but they were stupid to even think about cheating. From the very beginning, I've put blood, sweat, and tears into studying and doing my best in all my classes, and that cheater believed he could get away with his laziness. So, moral of the story is, no matter how you cheat, you're going to get caught. Whether it's your teacher, boss, friend, or even your conscious that might get to you, the consequences of lying and cheating are agonizing. It's not worth it. The lesson I learned from this situation was to be careful and not so naïve. I honestly trusted all these students, and I thought that all of them knew that the tests were different. Obviously, some of us aren't the brightest crayons in the box. And at that moment, I was one of those dull-colored crayons for not being careful. Thankfully, no bad consequences were seen in this situation, but I'm glad this happened during high school and not in college, where my entire career could be jeopardized.

P.S. Karma has a good sense of humor. ;)

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Love yourself

To love yourself right now, just as you are, is to give yourself heaven. Don't wait until you die. If you wait, you die now. If you love, you live now.
-Alan Cohen 


One of the hardest things in life for me was to learn to love myself for who I was. I would constantly bring myself down, telling myself how I wasn't liked by anyone, that my teeth were crooked, that I wasn't as skinny as the other girls. After going through a difficult time with accepting myself and not pretending to be someone else, I finally defeated that little devil inside me that constantly said, "You're not pretty enough. You're not good enough. You'll never have friends. People don't like you." During this time, I turned toward Jesus, who is my friend and savior. I prayed to Him constantly, and he listened. Consoling in him relieved my heart of the pain I carried. Jesus took my backpack of insecurities and carried them for me along the way to my success, which was loving myself for who I am. I won't delve in to anymore detail of how I overcame it, but I'll talk about it in the future. This experience and rocky journey has motivated me to try things that I've never imagined trying. These things were so simple yet life-changing. Now, as a young adult (I still can't believe I'm 18 now!), I've learned to not judge myself, and that has led me to become accepting of others. Obviously, as a human being, I'm going to judge at times, but it's because of my personal set of morals, etc. It's human nature, peeps! ;) I do have my flaws, like being lazy at times, or overly sarcastic, or procrastinating. Those are things that can be easily fixed... tomorrow. :D But as a whole, I've changed substantially; I've become a compassionate and altruistic person, looking up to my mother and Jesus as selfless role models. All this has been achieved through learning to love myself dearly, and I hope my little vignettes could be of some use to you :) <3