I'm sorry to those of you whom I have hurt this year. I'm sorry to those whom I have lost contact with. I regret losing contact with a lot of the people that I had such a great friendship with. I didn't put enough effort into preserving or working on them this year. The past year has been the hardest one for me, but I am so glad that I learned so much from it. I'm always up for a challenge, but I definitely wasn't ready for this one. I felt like the rug was pulled from under me without warning. I lost love for a lot of things that made me happy in the past, like music, concerts, art, reading, friends, family. I'm glad to say it's back now. I'm almost back to my old self again, but it's missing something: my old friends. I miss everyone, and I promise I will do my best to rekindle as many friendships as possible. Thank you to those who stuck with me no matter what. To be honest, I wouldn't have wanted to be friends with myself, so I'm surprised and extremely grateful. So, if you get a random message from me to hang out, it's because I miss you and think you're worth being friends with. If any of you want to hang out, hit me up- it always brightens my day when I hear from a friend, no matter how much I see them. Sorry for the long post, but I felt like I needed to say it in some way. Thank you. Peace.
